Heartbreak to Happiness

And she sits in the shadows of others past, wondering if she’ll ever fill the void in his heart, in his world?

Will she ever feel at peace with her life and believe everything will be alright? 

Can she trust herself enough to allow her to feel that she is completely his and he is hers?                                                                 

 Will their love, their world, their happy ever after, ever be the way they had hoped and dreamed it to be?

By me!

~ Tracy

  

Her body wrapped in his arms
Her passion fills his mind
Her pleasure all he’s needing
He’s deep inside her mind 

 

I’ve been having a conversation for a longtime, a little bit over a month, two times a day for hours, we’ve spoken and put the world right, and in the process of talking, I’ve discovered the truth of my life, this person who’s in this conversation I really could make her my wife  

I sit on the wrong side of despair, now that you left me, now you’re not there, bad words were spoken, voices were raised and I pushed you to far and there’s nothing to save, so I sit here in silence a tear in my eye, the fact that it’s my fault, irrelevant to you, to late for sorry and no more with you      

A thousand moments like a bag of diamonds but worth infinitely more, the day I met you, the first kiss, and memories oh so many more, and each of these priceless gems a facet of our love, and I look forward to making more you are a gift from above  

Darkness comes the twilight of hope disappears and all those good times and happy years vanish in one last rasping breath, pain transfers from them to you, as if the weight of legions crushing comes, the pain of telling others soon, but now time to sit and take it in, just be still, reflect on love, and yet different now, but you’ll survive, scarred but at least alive     

In my other world were dreams come true, and my fantasies are filled with you, I create a world of wishes, spinning in my head, many shining facets, a diamond I create, but dreams are so ephemeral and difficult to hold, so I turn and face the world stand proud, stand strong, stand bold   

Daisy chains and endless summers laying back with you, grass and flowers framing clouds as we picnic just us two, endless summers warm and still the time goes on for forever, but it time autumn comes and the Daisy’s start wither      

Reach for the stars and capture the sun, honestly you life has just begun, it’s full of hope and fun and laughter, and maybe tears and happy ever after.  

To walk together along a beach, with golden sunlight at you feet, hand in hand with the one you love, no worries or stress just peace abound, and forward to happiness, wrapped in the love you have found