Fragility of Love

My heart is made of glass and you hold it in your hand, so delicate and fragile, I hope you understand, that it’s in you power to damage me, a hurt I won’t survive, for you are just my everything with you I never hide, my soul is open totally, my love for you complete, so babe you are the world to me you make my life complete ❤️❤️

  

Forever Lost 

Lost touch, broken heart, now your gone a life apart, not for me those happy days, not for me your touch, time my dull this emptiness, make my aching hart less raw, but knowing that your lost to me that will never end, knowing that I buried you and lost my greatest friend

  

 

She Looks at Him

She looks at him and wonders the beauty of his mind

He looks at her and contemplates taking her from behind

She looks at him and wonders all about his past

He looks at her and contemplates taking her up the arse 

They talk a bit she’s thinking of the story’s he will tell,

He smiles at her and thinks this talking is just hell,

She dreams about the family she wants to have so many,

He worries that he’s boring her and won’t be getting any

She’s thinks that he’s so romantic, holding her so tight

He’s thinking that with luck he’s doing her tonight,

As time goes by the compromise, and each give in a bit

And suddenly they realise the relationship is it

As years go by and children come, the pressure grow to much

They start to question everything never more to touch,

And then one day a question starts them thinking there is hope

She’s tells him of her fantasy and he hangs on every note

The penny drops he’s realised what a wonder he has found

And life apart they both know now is not the direction they are bound 

She looks at him and knows the thoughts with in his head are shared

He looks at her and understands with her he’s always paired 

  
(C) Peter Payne

The cruellest thing

He’s sitting in his usual chair, staring into space, once a strong man now a shell, grey skin, pale lips, dead eyes that are empty just now, lips she had kissed, but not his now, a shell of the man she loved, duty keeps her here, spittle starts to run from those lips, she raises a tissue to wipe it away.

As she wipes its as if she’s wiping away the years, there was once pride in those lips, and steel in those eyes.  Strong, and sexy, but with a cruel side, his way or no way, and she sits wiping the spit from his mouth, a thousand questions from him, all he’s asked before, all she’s answered a thousand times, and he stares into space.  the questions about the dead are the hardest, the repeated pain of loss, but those questions are becoming few the time between longer, and she wipes his spit.  
“Who are you?” he asks, “your wife” she replies again, “No” a puzzled look “my wife is much younger than you”, he’s no idea the pain he’s caused, and already forgotten it all, so she wipes the spit from his face and smiles, while breaking inside. And he’s looking at something not there, as empty as inside but occasionally a spark of recognition, but less frequent, and she wipes away his spit.  And life goes around this circle, that can only end one way, spiralling slowly toward that fateful day. 

Fear

I’m in the shadows waiting

The troubles in your mind
I’m in the darkness watching
I want to be unkind
I’m on the edge of vision 
Hiding out of sight 
I want to scare you witless
And give you such a fright
But when you shine a light
You banish me away
For in the light of knowing 
You know I cannot stay

Separation Glue

What is love I ask myself, these butterfly’s that dance inside, that pain of separation that eats away at me, the giddy joy of time together, and her in my every thought, it’s easy really when you think, this love is just the glue, the glue that joins us permanently and sticks me to you  

  

She Hides

In darkness, she hides tonight, scurries away from the shining light.  Hidden in secret and afraid of the dark, afraid of his purpose and all of his hurt, happy times gone, she fears for her kids, and there is no escape form all of these years, if she only new, what others pray, and packed up her children and just run away 

  

Night Sounds

When does night end and morning start I wonder as the clock slowly Inevitably progresses  toward the realisation of another sleepless night, sounds only heard at night fill my ears, distant traffic, a motorbike screaming, the church bell striking the hour, and the clatter of the train wheels, her snoring, she stretches , an itch, as time moves and the darkness retreats and birds start to sing, dawn, lifts the mantel of the night    

Depression

Depression eats away at you till theres nothing left inside, and all you really want to do is run away and hide, but together we can banish it, shine a light and banish fears, because together we look forward to all are golden years   

Love

What is love I ask myself, these butterfly’s that dance inside, that pain of separation that eats away at me, the giddy joy of time together, and her in my every thought, it’s easy really when you think, this love is just the glue, the glue that joins us permanently and sticks me to you

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