Month: July 2015

He bites her neck, she’s wanting him, but all he does is tease, frustration builds, she loves him so, and only wants to please, he takes his time, and minutes pass, until he can’t resist, and then he takes her totally, for she is only his 
  

Sitting by a window the sun streaming through, warming my bones as I’m thinking of you, music is playing, songs are all you, my wonderful women the love of my life, I ask you a question “please be my wife”

    

A rusty nail tears at his heart, another night when their apart, and in time pain it will subside as they find each other, there arms are strong, a life together oh so long, forever is not long enough, there love will cross that barrier, and flow into infinity, entwined there souls together 
  

The devils eats away at her, weaving suspicions in her mind, the distance pulls upon her heart, the devil is unkind, for her man is good her man is true, and with every ounce of strength, he stands right up for judgement and there’s no need for him to repent. She learns to trust and learns to hide the pain of distance great, he teaches that he is forever true and what they have is great and trust builds up almost complete, till the devil start to pry, for the devils always digging so be vigilant they cry 
  

Dark feelings surface and pain tumbles free, your my best friend, once lover and wife, but I’m going to hurt you so with the news that I have, because deep in my heart is another, so I’m going to let you go, tears in my eyes for theres nothing you’ve done that is wrong, years that we’ve spent together, but if you were the one, the soulmate the friend, then why did I look for another, so I’m sorry my friend from the bottom of my heart, for the pain that I’m causing you now, but were better apart better set free, in time happy and strong   
  

I was only five when my father lied, to me taught me what it meant to hurt, he said he’d love me all my days and then he went away, set me free without him there but it wasn’t all his fault I thought it was and blamed the pain with little regard to him, but looking back it’s not his fault, the lie, death taking him.

  

Behind a mask she hides, all smiles and happiness but deep inside that secret place, she’s hurting all the time, deep inside where no one looks the little girl, she cries, but hidden from the world behind her mask of lies  
  

I see you naked with all your flaws, and all I want is to love you more, your beautiful from deep inside, my heart it sings so full of pride, you trusted me with your all, and now I’m ten feet tall, for your my one, my only love, your my gift from above
Yes you are Tracy x 

 

It’s raining in my heart right now, with sunshine all around its only me who failed to see what you were doing to me, but in the end I have my pride that how I behaved was true, and unlike you I can dance now I’m free of you, you in your life a spiral of lies and pain, and you will travel this path again and you will never change, but I will learn and I will grow and dance out in the rain, knowing that in your life there is only pain 
  

A moments pause to think of him and how our love began, for time has passed and love has grown, my life complete and whole, and as time passes and life goes on, I hope our love still grows as he completes me in every way and yes I love him more each day